It’s been a while. A new semester even though I walked across the stage. Just retaking classes that lowered the GPA. Only seven credits and working two jobs, it’s been difficult to adjust to the “broken” schedule. My day either starts with classes or job #1 and then always ends with job #2. Sadly there’s never anything planned during the middle. That’s how it’s been going for the past 2 months. It’s tiring and I applaud anyone who’s been a full time student and worked more than 30 hours a week. Only three months to go until I don’t have to take anymore classes. I don’t know what I’ll do. Although.. I am planning on getting my CNA. Moving my way up at the hospital.
My biggest fear is that even with my eventual experience as a CNA, my higher GPA and a revamped application (essays, resume and recommendations) that it won’t be enough. That I will never be enough for these graduate programs. What will I do then?