Whimsical Clouds

"Where’d you go? I miss you so. Seems like it’s been forever since you’ve been..."

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 21:35:00 -0400

“Where’d you go? I miss you so. Seems like it’s been forever since you’ve been gone. Please come back home.”

It’s been a while. A new semester even though I walked across the stage. Just retaking classes...

Fri, 30 Sep 2011 11:33:18 -0400

It’s been a while. A new semester even though I walked across the stage. Just retaking classes that lowered the GPA. Only seven credits and working two jobs, it’s been difficult to adjust to the “broken” schedule. My day either starts with classes or job #1 and then always ends with job #2. Sadly there’s never anything planned during the middle. That’s how it’s been going for the past 2 months. It’s tiring and I applaud anyone who’s been a full time student and worked more than 30 hours a week. Only three months to go until I don’t have to take anymore classes. I don’t know what I’ll do. Although.. I am planning on getting my CNA. Moving my way up at the hospital.

My biggest fear is that even with my eventual experience as a CNA, my higher GPA and a revamped application (essays, resume and recommendations) that it won’t be enough. That I will never be enough for these graduate programs. What will I do then?

almost done. 2 more to go. fml. raccoon eyes are probably...

Thu, 28 Apr 2011 02:23:00 -0400

almost done. 2 more to go. fml. raccoon eyes are probably permanent now.

p.s janky headphones are better than not having music while studying/procrastinating.

FML. finals week. nuff said.

Sun, 24 Apr 2011 01:08:57 -0400

FML. finals week. nuff said.

Tea. Calm me and soothe my soul.

Thu, 21 Apr 2011 04:39:10 -0400

Tea.

Calm me and soothe my soul.

i look like a total man dude. finals time.

Tue, 19 Apr 2011 02:15:14 -0400

i look like a total man dude. finals time.

do you even see me?

Mon, 18 Apr 2011 15:01:36 -0400

do you even see me?

My beta babies spoiled me and my wifey. I love it :)

Sun, 17 Apr 2011 16:13:18 -0400

My beta babies spoiled me and my wifey. I love it :)

who? who do you miss? her? sigh. sleep deprivation is weakening my defenses. fuck.

Sat, 16 Apr 2011 22:52:29 -0400

who? who do you miss? her? sigh.

sleep deprivation is weakening my defenses. fuck.

you go on and ill be happier.

Sat, 16 Apr 2011 17:55:42 -0400

you go on and ill be happier.

last performance.

Fri, 15 Apr 2011 18:53:36 -0400

last performance.

I know there’s that saying never say never but if it’s helpful to my mental health to...

Thu, 14 Apr 2011 00:36:51 -0400

I know there’s that saying never say never but if it’s helpful to my mental health to say never again, why the hell can’t I hope to never experience that so called wonderful feeling again. Never again. Never will I put myself through this shit. Never will I be optimistic enough to say maybe this time it’ll work. I will do this on my own thank you very much!

oh mister sun sun mister golden sun please shine down on meee...

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 15:58:46 -0400

oh mister sun sun mister golden sun please shine down on meee :)

havent worn my white line jacket in forever! and its sunny outside! Ah SUMMER’10 I can’t wait to play! and BEAACHHHHHHHHHHHH! :D

contemplating. procrastinating.

Tue, 12 Apr 2011 03:00:06 -0400

contemplating. procrastinating.

I don’t get the reasons behind people’s actions. I mean I thought it was self...

Tue, 12 Apr 2011 02:44:29 -0400

I don’t get the reasons behind people’s actions. I mean I thought it was self preservation but.. I don’t know anymore. I’m just so curious why. Why would you do that? Why would you say that?

With Eddison & Katrina :)

Fri, 01 Apr 2011 23:37:00 -0400

With Eddison & Katrina :)

cold cold cold.. ugh its almost april it should be sunny and...

Tue, 29 Mar 2011 14:54:23 -0400

cold cold cold.. ugh its almost april it should be sunny and WARM.. -_-

Oh Mr. Blue. :/

Tue, 22 Mar 2011 17:30:43 -0400

Oh Mr. Blue.

I took a risk and it blew up in my face. Now I’m facing the consequences.

Sun, 20 Mar 2011 18:38:16 -0400

I took a risk and it blew up in my face. Now I’m facing the consequences.

It’s only been a week and a half since the semester started and I’m already...

Wed, 19 Jan 2011 23:58:51 -0500

It’s only been a week and a half since the semester started and I’m already exhausted.

Giving myself a break tonight. Getting back on the grind tomorrow.